Another Day Another Dollar

Proverbs 12:9New International Version

Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant
    than pretend to be somebody and have no food.

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As I lay in bed I see the beginning of my prayers being answered. But the word of God says, “To whom much is given much is required “. Sometimes when we pray and ask God for things we are not willing to put in necessary work to maintain what God has given us. I felt led to say that your answered prayer is coming with a heavy price. It will not be easy. However , the day is coming. So remain positive and steadfast knowing that God does indeed have a plan for your life.

The word of God says that in Proverbs 13 that the wealth of the wicked is laid up for the righteous. I believe that whole heart. However , that means you have to work harder than the wicked does. Today , you may be feeling tired and have a little cough. But push through. The best is yet to come.

Diamond

Ignoring The Jealous Comments

“When a fool is annoyed, he quickly lets it be known. Smart people will ignore an insult”. – Proverbs 12:16

Overlook

I can tell you right now that I am one who has to overcome being overlooked, slandered, gossiped, lied on, betrayed, and spoken ill against. Many people want me to fail and yet I succeed. Nevertheless, I can tell you that perception is not reality, because perception is not a fact. What people say about you is not true and if you let what people think consume your mind then you will burn down your peace and any chance of love, joy, and happiness.

“she called out to her servants. Soon all the men came running. “Look!” she said. “My husband has brought this Hebrew slave here to make fools of us! He came into my room to rape me, but I screamed”. – Genesis 39:14

I am reminded of Joseph and I understand him. I had a woman who was working as a property manager in 2023 lie and say I was trying to assault her by the name of Amanda Blythe because I was not attracted to her.. I lost my home. Then I turn around and found out that the F.B.I and freemason were trying to bribe me to lie and say (Robert Kelly) raped me and I said NO! So, I understand what it feels like to be lied and condemned in a court setting for something that you did not do.

But I remembered Joseph, and thought about how he felt when he was sitting in jail for 15 years for a crime that he did not commit. No he was not having sex with other men. He was locked in a cell and being called a rapist and he never touched that woman a day in his life. But he did not know that 15 years his spiritual gift to interpret dreams would cause him to be the Governor of Egypt.

I am sure when I was lied on by those 3 white women Amanda Blythe, Melanie, and Bethany Rivera really thought they were doing something by lying in court in a racist court system in craven county. I remember even when the black magistrate named Cedric Hargett helped them do it in his personal distaste and inner hatred for black women and his own lust for white women. But nope it did not destroy me at all! Forgetting that everyone is not racist and perverted like them. I do not have a problem with white women at all and matter of fact I go to church with them in peace. Needless to say, now I am doing just fine. Though at times I face small persecutions I overcome it and keep pressing forward.

So, ignore the hate. It is all meant to detour you and destroy the purpose that God has for you. Keep going and pressing forward and know that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. Know that satan will only attack what he is afraid of. When i went through that God told me, “Diamond if Satan is going that far to stop you, wouldn’t that tell you that God has a great plan for you”? I have to admit God must be right. Cause why would the illuminati and freemasons attach Amanda, Noah Moreis, Hannah Riggs, Cedric Hargett, Melanie, and Bethany to (me and Robert Kelly) and we don’t even know them ? But hey that really happened behind the scenes.

P.S – No I am not attracted to white women. Also, I would like to say to all of (Robert Sylvester Kelly) fan’s around the world that no he did not rape me. For those of you who do not know I am a singer. I made a mistake and signed with ASCAP as a writer and I guess the freemasons and the music industry was trying to break me to try and force me to engage in a demonic ritual in lying and saying that the (King of R & B) raped me and I said no because he did not. I have written him a letter while he is North Carolina to tell him that I would never lie on him to that degree. I realize that what happened in 2023 was because they were trying to make it seem like I had no other option which is why a judge who was a young white judge filed a ejection on my report. But I know who the Lord is and I was approved for a apartment. Even though I was lied on. I still have a place to live. I truly am sorry to all his fans worldwide and I pray fervently that he can come home soon. When I was lied on and set up by SONY and the music industry in 2023 that is when I knew that (Robert Kelly) was innocent. I to have had to deal with three women Amanda , Melanie, and Bethany that all conspired against me and a court trying to demean me as black woman – mind you these 3 women have not accomplished half of what I have done. Needless to say, I do not believe the allegations against (Robert Kelly – The KING of r&b) because I know for a fact I was lied on in 2023. I know for a fact I was bribed with a stellar award to lie on him like Reshonda Landfair and I said no. This industry is demonic and you have to stay prayed up. Now, I am recovering after the freemasons spread a malicious rumor online and said I was married to the King himself (Robert kelly) – and the freemasons aided in having my divorce struck down at the Richard Daley Center because of that malicious and sadistic rumor. I want you to know being a black influence is nothing to play with. The Jim Crow era was not that long ago , and though everyone is not racist there are terrible lies that are spewed against black people especially in claims to be attracted to white women.. Which again, I do not find white women attractive because I am attracted to men. Though I would view it as a honor to be the wife to the King of R&B (Robert Kelly) I am not his wife (but he if he proposed I would say yes lol). I know that the government set him up and had him registered as a sex offender because he is black and they caused Aaliyah and Andrea to lie on him for a price. But I want to remind Andrea, just like the government tricked Aaliyah and blew her plane up remember that will be your same fate because you reap what you sow. I am not trying to be obsessive over (Robert Kelly) but I have to make it be known that I will not join the freemasons and I refuse to lie on (Robert Sylvester Kelly). Also, I think that my ex-husband Ra’keem Ja’caar Jackson is a disgusting and hideous individual and I would never want to remain married to a perverted bastard like him. Selah.

Is God Raising Up More Sarah’s ?

Is God Raising Up More Sarah’s ?

            I remember when the News story’s broke out about octomom. She had given birth to 8 children at one time. I remember when I watched the Disney Movie “Quints” – I always knew that I wanted to be a mother. I always wanted the honor to carry a child and give birth. I just didn’t expect life to happen the way it did. When I was pregnant with (Ruth) my ex-husband Ra’keem tried to choke me and punch me while I was carrying on my birthday. His brother jumped me a few weeks after I had a baby. My ex-husband Ra’keem also lied on me to the New Bern Police Department while I was battling post-partum depression because he was angry that I wanted to get the marriage annulled and did not want to be his wife. That led me to be ejected – literally the court documents in New Bern , North Carolina verbally say “because of her husband”. I had gone through some tough things as a mother and yet I recovered and returned back to base camp in Chicago, Illinois.

            Yet, as more doors open for me to sing as a ordained minister and former First Lady. I can tell you that I have been involved with men who cannot conceive a child. I ask God and he said, “Diamond. It is the spirit realm. They are not physically strong enough to conceive a child with you”. I realized that when a man has not accomplished as much as a woman, he cannot conceive with her because his body has not been caused to endure the levels of stress or hardship that she has gone through – which makes them biologically incompatible to reproduce according to the spirit realm.

            Now that has left me very sad – to the point that I have been considering artificial insemination because I am 29 years old. I thought I was going to have a house with a white picket fence by now , have a apple mini-farm in my back yard, and have at least 5 children. Well, I have one child and I love her. But I want to birth more children.

            It is crazy because before I became a Christian I did not believe in the power of fasting and prayer, I did not believe in the Bible, and  definitely did not believe in the story of Sarah. I heard it before but I did not believe. But now I feel like I am walking the past of Sarah. I desperately want a family and more children – but I feel God telling me to wait. I did more research and saw that the oldest woman in modern day history was 74 years old when she conceived. I cry sometimes – me being a woman as I watch everyone else birthing.. But God keeps telling me , “I did not call or choose them. There bloodline does not matter. Because I did not choose them”. At first I loathed that idea, but now I have no choice but to stand firm on the promises of God that I will conceive. I was not necessarily asking for a husband but I did want more children because that is my natural desire to do so as a woman.

            Yet, I have been miserable and depressed. Comparing myself to everyone else online. I felt like people were mocking me in church , “Hey you know so and so have more kids now. You only have one”. Granted they had teeth missing and smelled really bad. But still.

            So though I am a minister, my biological clock  is ticking.. I want to become pregnant and have more children. I don’t necessarily want a husband. But I did want more kids. I have been thinking a lot about Sarah and the pain and humiliation she must have felt watching everyone else become pregnant. I wonder how embarrassing it was for Sarah to watch Hagar walk around with her husband’s baby. I can kind of feel that pain.

            All I ever wanted was a family (Joshua 24:15). I never wanted to be famous, never wanted influence, and never wanted to be a preacher. I just wanted a cozy house, warm Christmas music playing in the background , I wanted to bake pies and cookies for my kids, and I wanted to build a snowman infront of our brick house. I would sit back and daydream of watching my kids play snowball fights with there dad and having the time of there lives. I wanted to bake cookies for my kids to leave out for Santa. I was robbed of that in 2023. Swarmed by police officers who were concerned about influence.. But all I wanted was a beautiful family and a house to raise my kids in. I was preparing to purchase a house and had the money for the deposit. I made a mistake and invested into ministry instead and I regret it. I should have kicked Ra’keem out my house sooner and bought my house while I had a chance.

            Now it seems that debt is building up because of marriage. Depression has seeped in. I do not really believe in faith – but maybe God is trying to show me something.. Maybe faith will lead me to that beautiful brick house , wonderful front yard, and that snowy cookie baking day with my children. I want to experience building gingerbread houses with my children. I was looking forward to rocking my newest baby to the bunch by the warm candlelight fire. As a woman I am depressed and had to lean on God. My dreams of being that type of mother have been shattered because of the F.B.I , the USMC , and the New Bern Police. They USMC just had to hurt me one last time to remind me I was black.

            Now as I am moving forward and singing in ministry in emotional pain. I have to remember Sarah. I have to remember that Sarah was in emotional pain for 90 years. She was praying for more than 70 years for a son named Isaac. When she thought all hope was lost it finally came. I realized that maybe I am not doing enough in the spirit realm. Maybe I should read my Bible more, watch more content about family, or even study more about fertility. I have to do more to have more. There is a lot of witchcraft flowing. But I believe in God. I believe that just like Sarah God will open my womb to conceive again and I will finally have the family that I was promised many years ago.

“Then Abraham bowed down to the ground, but he laughed to himself in disbelief. “How could I become a father at the age of 100?” he thought. “And how can Sarah have a baby when she is ninety years old?” – Genesis 17:17 NLT

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

What Is Joy ?

What Is Joy ?

Then Ezra said to them, “Go [your way], eat the rich festival food, drink the sweet drink, and send portions to him for whom nothing is prepared; for this day is holy to our Lord. And do not be worried, for the joy of the LORD is your strength and your stronghold.” – Nehemiah 8:10 AMP

Being Content

               As a new divorcee , and single mother I have learned the practice of being content in every season that I am in. I find myself revisiting memories of bad choices and decisions that I made in the past, and determining to do better this time. Now being back in my personal territory of Chicago, I find myself mentally healing. I have been forced to face some painful things that happened but God has been alongside me through it all. I know that in the future I will be released for something great, but now I am content where I am in life.

               I think as a believer it is important to learn the art and talent of being content. Many times people post their “success” on social media – but a picture could truly be a lie. People only post what they want you to see, not what is really going on behind closed doors. When you learn to be content, you are not bound by what people think.. I learned this from following Christ closely in this season.

               When you focus on grief your life will be cut short by grief. Life (despite what people teach) is not meant to be filled with pain and suffering – but with joy. You have to learn how to make your personal life journey “joyous”.  When release joy into the atmosphere, it makes it easier for gravity to return joy back to you by law of attraction.

Honor Yourself

               I am a firm believer of not waiting for someone to do what I know how to do myself. Today why don’t you honor yourself? Compliment yourself? Encourage yourself? Stop waiting for someone else to affirm you and affirm yourself. Learn the art of engulfing yourself with healthy books, good podcasts, and words of affirmation that will draw you closer to God.

Who Do I personally listen to?

Below I posted some people and some books that I am reading right now in life.

1 – The praying mom by Stormie Omartian.

2 – I have begun to listen to sermons by Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell

3 – I have started reading this book by Heidi St. John (Bible Promises For Moms)

               I have made the decision in my own life that I will not allow what happened to me to be the cause of me becoming a failure. I think in life I have had to push past a lot of abuse that I endured as a child – let it go and give it to God. Because I can’t allow what happened to me destroy me mentally, physically, and emotionally. I have mastered smiling again, liking what I see when I look in the mirror and loving the fact that I am alive. But it took a long time to accomplish that.

               In life you can’t allow what people do to be the pilot of your emotions. You must move on. I pray that whatever is causing you to toss and turn at night will be released and fly away from your mind so that you can have peace.

Vision Of An Island

               I remember there was a time not too long ago, I would close my eyes and envision myself living peacefully on an island by myself. That reality that I formed in my mind was better than my reality. Ironically, overtime my life (in real life) became a beautiful version of what I envisioned in my own mind.

               I had to learn to let go of what people have done and move on. Let me tell you the people who have done evil to me in the past have been repaid and some are even dead now. But I learned that the people who hurt my feelings are dead, and I am still alive. I have officially outlived all the naysayers, lies, and gossip about me… So, there is no point of living a life of depression. Life is not purposed and meant for you to live in some sort of emo state – but instead to live a life filled with joy.

               In life, you should not be waking up looking forward to death – but looking forward to something new each day. Your life is still in the filming stages of something great so keep going. I believe that God is going to generate something greater and better for you. I believe that happiness will become a regular emotion for you.

Cut Out Toxic People In Your Life

               There is a old saying that goes that you are the company that you keep and that is true. When you remove people who are toxic and are set in there ways of “toxic-ness” – then you will see a transformation of your life. At 29 years old I have had to practice this and yes toxic people don’t like that and I don’t care. People who are ill intentioned should not be in your life and should not be in your vicinity. That will help you have mental clarity as well. Don’t waste your time and energy on people who are “fake” and mean you no good. You want to be surrounded by people who genuinely love you and want you to succeed in life.

Conclusion

               When you surround yourself with joy then you will indeed have joy. To have joy you have to remove people from your life who mean you no good. Focus. Remain positive. Live a little. Things will surely change … Slowly but surely for the better.

Minister (Esther ) Precious-Diamond S. Chessier (Kelly)

Seeing Growth In All Area’s Of Your Life

Seeing Growth In All Area’s Of Your Life

2 Peter 3:18

New International Version

18 But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen.

The Power of Prayer

          When you pray you don’t want to experience something that is deemed as “dead prayer” – but instead you want to see a highly effective result in your prayer life. You want the blessings of God to stay on rotation and never to stop. When you pray you want God to change your life – and you don’t want to be stagnant in the spirit realm.

          You have to be willing to go to new deaths with God in order to have a better life. Take the limits off of God and believe that he can and will do everything that you asked for in prayer. Know that in order to see a breakthrough in your life, spending time with God is key! Put all of your focus on God and he will prepare a table for you in the presence of your enemies.

Don’t Give Up

          Even if you are seeing slow results – it doesn’t matter. That is still a result ! Don’t fall apart mentally because of something that has arisen doesn’t “feel” good. Instead keep your eyes focused on Christ! Think about it this way – in factories you have machines that produce products. When you pray – your prayers are like a machine that is causing what you need to manifest here on Earth. Every prayer that you release counts. You want to pray to activate angels to move on your behalf. You have to put your focus on what you need from God – and don’t stop praying until you see the hand of God move in your life.

          When praying you have to target and tackle everything that you need in prayer. Keep your faith in God lifted and don’t be down casted in the spirit realm. You have to keep spiritual momentum in prayer. Place your trust in God. Place your belief in God and know that the Lord will indeed make away. Always remember that prayer is your strongest spiritual warfare tool.

Work and Pray To Have A Better Life

          Life is not easy. Many people have strength to get something but are not strong enough to maintain it. Just like you pray for something – you have to be strong enough to maintain something. When you have a issue you have to focus on the God who controls the earth – and his son named Jesus. Psalms 1 says that you have to stay planted in Christ. Understand that pain leads to purpose. Even despite what you are going through you have to know how to love God through the good and the bad !

Love  Minister Precious – Diamond S. Chessier(Kelly)