I Am Going To Do What I Wan’t To Do Regardless

Go Back To Being Normal

Proverbs 12:9 New International Version

9 Better to be a nobody and yet have a servant than pretend to be somebody and have no food.

Personal Decisions

          As a black woman, I have been doing a lot of thinking and contemplating. I have had to make some tough decisions that I know would benefit me in the long run. The ultimate goal is to experience success, and success is what I am after. With that being said, I learned that as a black woman I have had to make some choices that benefit me and how I think, and will ultimately put me into a better position.

          The image of a black woman is not welcomed in ministry, and they don’t want to see a black woman with a family and with a husband. It is interesting to watch the narrative of a woman who is not black being pushed as a picture perfect mother, while the black women in ministry claim to be masculine or desiring women or prideful or not wanting to be a mother.

          So I made the decision that I was going to give birth. I don’t really care about ministry, and I don’t care about what people in ministry think. I made the choice not to put my life on hold because people in the church don’t want to see a black woman with a husband and family as a main attraction or event.

As A Image

          I view myself as a content creator that is Christian. Not a influencer and not someone who is actively speaking or preaching because I don’t want to. I don’t want to travel and speak because I don’t want to deal with the stupidity that arise in church due to racial systems and racial organizations. How I feel, if the church only wants white women to speak then let them have that. That has nothing to do with me and I wont argue about it. I wont waste my time trying to MLK anything. I wont waste my time marching and fighting for you to see what I am saying, I am just going to move on.

          So I wrote this for the other black women in ministry. Stop trying to force your idea’s on a sector that does not want you there. Why waste your time? There are so many brown opportunities that will benefit you.. So move on and stop crying.

          Now, as for me I am a image. Not a influencer, not a preacher, and not a speaker. I am a image. I do what I want to do and I am not waiting for anyone to see what I am saying. I pave my own routes and pave my own roads. I don’t care who does not like it I am still going to do what I want to do regardless. So as I recover, just know that I am very aware of the racial biased that occurs in ministry and I understand very well. I told God I am not a cotton-picking prophet, and if people want to see a cotton picking prophet then they have to go get somebody else. Am I conventional? No. Am I going to have more children before marriage? Absolutely I am. Because I don’t care what the church thinks and I am going to do what I want to do. I am not waiting 10 years to marry somebody because I am black and a prophet, but instead I am going to do what I want to do.

          So in the future, when you reference this blog post know that I don’t give a f****. I don’t care what you think. I don’t care what you believe in. I don’t care what you say God is saying, because you’re probably lying on God name anyways like you all always do. I don’t care if you think I am anointed and need to wait for a husband, because I already told God what I am going to do. I don’t think it’s fair that a white woman in ministry can have a husband and go public as a influencer, but as a black woman they want you to have nappy hair claiming to be prideful and saying you can’t have a kid. So I made the decision to rebel against the racial systems in place in ministry, and do what I want to do and I don’t care who does not like it. Yes, I have to stay in church because God has forced me. But other than that, do not be surprised when you see me pregnant as a minister.

Love,

The Black Ghetto Du-Rag Wearing Queen Diamond

One Word: Persevere

You Are Going To Be Okay

“Don’t be misled—you cannot mock the justice of God. You will always harvest what you plant”. – Galatians 6:7 NLT

Do Not Be Blindsided

          When you are on the right path, sometimes the enemy sends jealous family members to try and blindside you just to hurt you. You have to ignore them and refuse to let what they do bother you. You have to remain focused and know that God hand is covering you in the situation, and that his angel wings are indeed helping you. In life, you will go through tough times but you have to keep going.

          You cannot let what people do and there plots and plans detour you. Keep going and fight through it. I wish someone had taught me to persevere when I was younger. I wish someone had taught me the art and the power of “keep going”. In order to move forward you have to make a forward motion. You have to know that God hand is on the situation and that he will come through.

When You See It In The Spirit Realm

          When you see a attack in the spirit realm, you have to keep going. You can’t allow the devil to make you feel like you will never come out of what you are going through because that is not true. You will come out of this and God will prepare a table for you according to Psalms 23. Remember that this is only a test. Keep going, and know that the favor of the Lord is on your life.

          When David was preparing to become King, he went through things that did not necessarily feel good. But he made it. You have to know that you are going to make it, and you have to keep going. No weapon formed shall prosper. God has this under control.

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

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Colossians 1:5

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5 the faith and love that spring from the hope stored up for you in heaven and about which you have already heard in the true message of the gospel.

God Is Replenishing You

          Sometimes when you go through betrayals you can feel like it is the end, but it is not. Remember that before they crucified Jesus they cried out “Hosanna”. They honored him and laid palms in his path, but their heart was not with them. So do not believe that you are stuck in a “spiritual rut”, “spiritual drought”, or that you are experiencing “spiritual dryness” because that is not true. Think of it this way. You know that you are thirsty because you are a little parched and need some water to quench your thirst. So you are maybe a little parched and need God to quench the thirst in your life.

          Walking through hard seasons is not fun, and it can lead to a lot of silent tears and crying seasons at nights. One of the biggest misconceptions is that “sin is the reason that happened in your life” and this is not necessarily true. Jesus Christ did not commit sin when he was crucified. Some things that you go through is simply because someone was jealous of you or envied you. The word of God says in Matthew 27:18 Berean Literal Bible, “For he knew that they had delivered Him up through envy”. So there are some things that you go through that is not because you did anything wrong, but because someone was jealous of you.

The Power of Reading The Holy Bible

          In this season of my life, I have been intentional of waking up at 5:00 a.m. – 6:00 a.m. and reading the Holy Bible. I have been intentional of studying the Holy Bible for my own spiritual growth and building my own relationship with Jesus Christ. I know in my own personal life, I need God to do something miraculous and to lift me up from the season that I am going through. So I know, I am not the only one experiencing this tough time but I know that God is preparing me for something major in the future.

          I want to repeat that last sentence, “I know that God is preparing me for something in the future”. Okay, now I want that sentence to apply to you, “I know that God is preparing you for something in the future”. I believe that the people who follow me, God wants them to lead wherever they are located. That means something to God. What you are going through right now is preparing you for something bigger and better in the future. Even when Joseph was in prison, God was still preparing him for something in the future. The word of God says not harden your heart. I know anger, resentment, and maybe even bitterness may be affecting your heart condition but know that God is working things for your good. Know that the living water is conquering and washing away everything in your life that is not of his will (John 15, Ephesians 4:1, John 4:14).

God Meeting You Where You Are At

          I could imagine how the woman at the well felt. She was a prophetess but she had relationship issues with the men she was dating. None of them matched the call on her life, and so she was constantly faced with divorce because the magnitude of her future destiny was bigger than the men she was married to. I know I feel that woman of the well in my life, constantly I have dated men who just did not understand and who did not get it and they dragged me down… But now I am starting to make better decisions on the type of man I should be attracted to. But The gist of what I am trying to say is that God went to meet her where she was at.

          So many times people think that you have to be polished and perfect for God to step in and help you and that is not true at all. God went right to that water source known as the well and met that woman, because he wanted to meet her where she was at. God’s promises and prophecies are meeting you where you are at.

Be Renewed In Your Faith

When I was a little girl they made sure to tell me that I was never going to be successful and never amount to anything, for 18 years that was the repeated narrative that I heard over and over again and no it was not true. But they said that because of how I looked, and so when I got married to my soon to be ex-husband Ra’keem he told me that one of the reasons that he caused me to be ejected from my home was because of my “beauty”. So at 27 years old, I was faced with the fact that all these people had tried to ruin my life because I was pretty.. Yeah.

          I am not saying that to brag, because being ejected from my apartment in 2023 is nothing to be proud of. But I am saying that times that we are living in that is what people do, they betray you because of beauty, shoes, money, cars, and clothes. For men , one of your friends might betray you because you just got a new haircut. It sounds odd that something so small could lead to something so detrimental but it’s true.

          So because of that my opinion of faith is being fine tuned as God is teaching me something new. I believe in “realistic faith”. That means that I have to pray for what I technically do not qualify for, but I believe that God can do it for me and make me supernaturally qualified for it (Hebrews 12, John 3:16, Colossians 3:2, Philippians 2)). I can tell you that people have allowed a spirit of envy to consume them because of social media. People do CRAZY things that are rooted in envy because of social media. So you have to be very careful on how you move in these last days.

Keep Interceding

          I live in Chicago, Illinois so daily I ask God to protect me. You have to ask God to protect you from the envious plots and plans that come from those who are jealous of you. Do not be naïve to the enemy and his devices (1 Thessalonians 5:8, 1 Peter 5:7). When the Pharisees were jealous of Jesus Christ they had him whipped, spat on, mocked, pierced, and crucified.  Thank the Lord, that Jesus Christ was risen and then ascended into heaven. But his crucifixion is a warning to the body of Christ that envy does lead to a calvary and crucifying experience.

Create A Steady Routine To Hear God

I was dealing with something and I said God, “I need to hear your voice”. Sometimes the enemy sends so many people opinions because satan is trying to drown out the voice of God in your life, do not let that happen. The word of God says that no weapon formed against you shall prosper in Isaiah 54:17. When jealous people say that you can’t accomplish something, God says that you can indeed accomplish it (2 Timothy 3:16-17, Hebrews 4:12). You have to create a steady routine that brings you closer to God and builds a consistent pattern to draw you closer and closer to the things of God.

Conclusion

         There are so many resources that can help you draw closer to God, and I pray that God leads you to one that is indeed Biblically sound and of good doctrine. Because every prayer line is not of God and every podcast is not of God. But I hope that God does lead you to a podcast or someone who knows how to pray things that are in tune with the frequencies of heaven. I pray that God instills a good structure and stability in your life , and that your atmosphere would be molded and shaped into something positive and great.

Minister (Reverend) Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

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Break Free From Man-Made Religion

Break Free From Man-Made Religion

“Therefore, brothers, we are not children of the slave woman, but of the free woman”. – Galatians 4:31

I Had To Leave A Church

So I was going to a church that I used to go to when I was a child, and I had to leave that church. I was quickly reminded why I left the church the first time and said that I would never come back.. This time I joined a different church instead. Chile… I saw so much in 4 months that I said I am done, and I am never coming back. First of all The Bishop sleeps around and I am mean he sleep AROUND, he was sleeping with his wife cousin . Then he was texting me at 3:00 a.m. in the morning, and then slept with someone who raised me as a child. Baby, I am done with that black Baptist church. How disappointing because that is the first black church in the Marquette Park area and there is so much foolishness at that church, that I would not be surprised if everyone stopped attending that church.

But ironically, they come in suits and church clothes and they act a monkey fool. I am sorry to say this, but I think I am done going to a primarily Black Baptist church. I love black culture, and I love being black… but baby the black Baptist church is a mess. The thing that was crazy is that this Bishop is humping on everything that walk and move, but ignorant people keeps pointing the finger at the woman even though he is in the wrong. Honestly, the Bishop probably going to contract HIV/AIDS because of how nasty he is. Chilee, the Bishop a compulsive liar and a drunk and then the cotton picking fools in the church got the nerve to ignore him and attack the women. Chilleee, I am done.

What Happened

Chilee, let me tell you what happened. So, the Bishop offered me a job to work at the church. I took it because it was temporary, but when I was not biting into him texting me in the morning while his wife was asleep then he started moving slow on what he was talking about. So I ignored him.. Then I went and got hired for two jobs instead. Then chillee, my alleged God-Grandparents said that I was lying about being raped and that I made my whole story up because of the Bishop (which is not true), because his wife told a lie on me and they was trying to make it seem like I was pursuing the Bishop but I was not. First of all, the men I date look like models. Let’s get this straight. The Bishop is sickly and got a tooth missing. Chilee bye. Then the Bishop wife paid for his entire hospital ordeal on her insurance, and as soon as he get out he go and sleep with her cousin. Child, I would rather worship with the white folks. I do not have time to deal with the foolishness of the black baptist church.  But I had known the Bishop my entire life, and was very shocked to find out his true character as adult. Then chilee, one of his sidechicks came to church with the exact hairstyle as mine trying to compete with me baby I am done. So I joined a non-denominational church so I could have peace. I want my child to know the Lord.

Do Not Waste Your Time

Child, you may be reading this and God led you hear for a reason. Do not waste your time on man-made religion . Instead go to a healthy church instead. Growing up in the black church I have seen so much foolishness that I am done with them. Why in the world would you fight over a married man, when you could just go and get your own ? Do not waste your time fighting over a married man just go to a different church and be happy. Some men like when women fight over them because it boost their ego. Don’t be that woman, instead move on with your life and go to a different church where you can succeed and be happy.

Minister Precious-Diamond Chessier

The Purpose Of Elevation

The Purpose Of Elevation

Verse Of The Day : “Fair and beautiful in elevation, the joy of all the earth, Is Mount Zion [the City of David] in the far north, The city of the great King”. – Psalms 48:2 Amplified Bible

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Making Better Decisions

          Two years ago, I went through a very dark betrayal from my soon to be ex-husband Ra’keem. During that time, I have no idea how I made it and it could have only been the grace and power of God. I was shocked to find out that some people get so jealous of you that they conspire legally to destroy you, and then God has to step in and stop them (Isaiah 54:17 AMP). As a single mother, as I have started moving forward and moving on with my life I have to recover and heal , and at night wipe my own tears away. I had to be strong for myself. I had to make decisions that were best for me and my child. I had to pick myself up and keep going. I know that the word of God says that no weapon formed against you shall prosper and it is true. No weapon of lying shall prosper. No weapon of eviction shall prosper. No weapon of being wrong accused and arrested shall prosper. No weapon shall prosper. I decided that I would speak good things and know that everything is working for my good and that it is good.

It Will Get Better   

          I was studying the book of lamentations and how the prophet felt while writing. That is why I like looking at that chapter because he keeps it all the way real. He is telling you the truth and he is saying that he was indeed going through a tough time. He was a prophet and he was going through a wilderness and many times he asked God why, but he kept going. But there is this verse that got my attention in Lamentations 1:12 International Version , ““People have heard my groaning, but there is no one to comfort me. All my enemies have heard of my distress; they rejoice at what you have done. May you bring the day you have announced so they may become like me”. I heard God say, “To get you out faster and quicker, I have to let someone suffer what you suffered. Do not aide them, just keep going”. In this season, people are going to suffer what you suffered, and you must keep going forward. The people who did harm to you are going to suffer and be repayed the evil that they delivered because they are reaping what they have sown. I want you to know that the word of God says in Psalms I believe that they who sow in tears shall reap in joy. I believe that God is preparing you to reap in joy and  I want you to know that this too shall pass. You are walking down a road into Elevation. You will be elevated and you will be blessed I believe that in 2026 it is a Psalms 23:5 year, that God is preparing tables of blessings, favor, and grace on your behalf.

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