John 3:16New Living Translation
16 “For this is how God loved the world: He gave[a] his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.
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Habakkuk 2:1-4 King James Version 2 I will stand upon my watch, and set me upon the tower, and will watch to see what he will say unto me, and what I shall answer when I am reproved. 2 And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it. 3 For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry. 4 Behold, his soul which is lifted up is not upright in him: but the just shall live by his faith.
16 “For this is how God loved the world: He gave[a] his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.
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1 In the beginning(A) God created(B) the heavens(C)and the earth.(D) 2 Now the earth was formless(E) and empty,(F) darkness was over the surface of the deep,(G) and the Spirit of God(H) was hovering(I) over the waters.
3 And God said,(J) “Let there be light,” and there was light.(K) 4 God saw that the light was good,(L) and he separated the light from the darkness.(M) 5 God called(N) the light “day,” and the darkness he called “night.”(O) And there was evening, and there was morning(P)—the first day.
6 And God said,(Q) “Let there be a vault(R) between the waters(S) to separate water from water.”7 So God made the vault and separated the water under the vault from the water above it.(T) And it was so.(U) 8 God called(V) the vault “sky.”(W) And there was evening, and there was morning(X)—the second day.
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Revelation 5:5
Verse Concepts
and one of the elders *said to me, “Stop weeping; behold, the Lion that is from the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, has overcome so as to open the book and its seven seals.”
This Christmas has been a little hard because it is the first Christmas that I openly talked about my unborn son and finally told the truth. I have never told the truth about what I have done but now the truth is out. I prayed and God told me it was time to release it because it would save someone else’s life but also to discuss the pain of abortion even if it is by pill. However, I faced some backlash and some people were offended by his father. It is not hidden that my son’s last name is Hammonds, that is his father’s last name. I said who he was because people have lied on me so much and so many rumors I did not want there to be any confusion and God told me to set it straight. But what angered me is that some people were offended by my testimony of my son … My eyes have been opened.
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I will never be ashamed of my son. I will never deny my son to please my husband. I will not act like I never had another child to make my husband happy. If I have to lose my marriage for that… I’m okay with that. People are hypocritical. I do not have some weird obsession of his father. As I have stated before me and his father currently.. well there is nothing much to say about that. His father has moved on and so have I. I wish nothing but the best for my son’s father. I wrote about him previously because I believe I was building courage to finally tell the truth.
I will always love my baby. I cried for years . His name is Nehemiah Seth Hammonds. I do not care if religious people are offended by my son. You can go to hell and die. Be grateful because I could have said that a lot worst.
I love you Nehemiah. Mommy would never deny you.

7 But the Lord said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am too young.’ You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you.
Yes… This Is What I Like
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you [and approved of you as My chosen instrument], And before you were born I consecrated you [to Myself as My own]; I have appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” – Jeremiah 1:5
I Had To Accept It
Since 2015, I have been living my life to appease church people and God had to set me free today. I had to throw some clothes away and I had to throw some ideas away. I have to be me and no one else. I cannot pretend anymore. I can’t. I have tried to make so many people happy in how I dress and look so that people would feel comfortable around me. But now… as a grown woman. I do not care anymore. If my presence makes you insecure? Then I do not care. Something is wrong with you and not me. I will not let another woman or somebody change me again. The only man that I will change for is Jesus. Today I am on my journey of becoming ME again. I will marry who I WANT to be with. There is a certain type of man that I want and I will have it. I do not care about your advice or what you think I should do. Never again will I consult about my ministry and my decisions. I am a grown woman.
to reveal his Son to me, so that I might preach the Good News about him to the Gentiles, I did not go to anyone for advice, – Galatians 1:16
Stop Asking For Advice
Understand that if you ask a good trustworthy spouse that is different. But from this day forward, I will NEVER ask for advice again. It took me 7 years to see that advice almost ruined my life. Advice from the wrong person can destroy you in a way you could never imagine. Stop running to random people about your life and focus on God.
Don’t be fooled by those who say such things, for “bad company corrupts good character.” – 1 Corinthians 15:33
