Accepting That God Is Hiding Me & It’s Beautiful


My Story : 17 Now the king was attracted to Esther more than to any of the other women, and she won his favor and approval more than any of the other virgins. So he set a royal crown on her head and made her queen instead of Vashti. – Esther 2:17

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Lately I have been asking God a lot of questions and God says to me , “keep going and don’t worry about that . I’m hiding you”. Whew. It’s been blowing my mind . A lot of people tell me I’m beautiful, but I had to learn how evil and cruel people can be when they are jealous of someone’s beauty . I have done a lot of realizing and after talking to my husband Ra’keem , he confirmed that a lot of the evil things people have done to me is because I’m beautiful and it’s jealousy. So lately , I have been finding my encouragement and strength in the book of Psalms & Esther . I realized that Esther was a beautiful woman but she went through some things . She was a Queen in waiting , God was hiding her and she suffered to be Queen . No , I do not think King Xerxes was sexually abusive … I think he was a man . No King Xerxes didn’t wait to marriage . King Xerxes had multiple women and he was sleeping with them all while dating Esther ( Esther knew what he was doing because he was honest about it , but Esther knew that God gave her a promise that one day she would be Queen & King Xerxes would indeed be faithful to her & only her ). So Esther stayed there , she probably was even in the same room when he was sleeping with other women & she stayed being obedient unto death . That obedience caused her to be a Queen and led him to be faithful to only her . Back in those days a King would sleep with his concubine and then roll over and sleep with his wife (literally ) . Back in those days while a woman was trying to become Queen he would sleep with the concubine and roll over and sleep with the other woman trying to decide which one he liked better , that’s just how it was .

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In the midst of that God was hiding Esther to protect her . Yeah , Esther was probably there when King Xerxes slept with all those women and probably saw everything . Yet , she was still being hidden to become the future Queen of Persia .
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There are women all over the world . My husband is not the only handsome man out there . As man you might be handsome . I know you can’t understand why people are doing means things to you it’s because you’re attractive & God has to hide you . In this modern world the most abominable people desire beauty but in a demonic way , so when demon possessed people see the heavenly beauty of Jesus on it makes them angry . So God has to protect you , hold you back , and send you on a different route . It’s going to be okay ! So keep going.

Love Mixed With Faith ,

Mrs.Diamond Chessier

Habakkuk 2:4New International Version

“See, the enemy is puffed up;
    his desires are not upright—
    but the righteous person will live by his faithfulness[a]

Copyright : Precious – Diamond Chessier

I Kind Of Don’t Care Anymore

John 16:33New International Version

33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcomethe world.” – John 16:33

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Ya’ll I’m getting older . In three years I will be 30 and I have to face the fact about a lot in my life . I realize that I don’t really care anymore . In 2023, I went through a straight wilderness and baby no one was there for me . People showed there true colors . I thought people cared , nah they didn’t . They saw my success and could have cared less that I was down. I made the decision that 2023 was the last year I would care or help someone , who doesn’t care or help me . I realized that in order to be happy , I have to let go of people who want me to help them but don’t want me to succeed. Did you see that ? There are people who want you to tell them they are special and that they are chosen , but they don’t want you to be special and chosen . Baby let it go . In 2024 , we’re claiming peace , serenity , and tranquility. No more unblocking people who blocked you . No more checking in on people . No more hoping people change . No more encouraging people who are praying and hoping for your downfall . Move on and move on in a important way .

God got you honey ,

Diamond

A Man Should Never Let Another Man Disrespect His Woman

Joshua 1:9New International Version

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” – Joshua 1:9

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Years ago I watched a movie about a woman who was married . She had a husband , he wouldn’t protect her she cheated contracted HIV/AIDS and her life was ruined . I want you to know that that movie is fiction and NOT reality . I am not saying that a adulterous woman will not contract a disease but what I am saying is that a good man does not mean you let another man disrespect your woman .
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God made a man to be a protector . God did not make a man to be intune with some “feminine side “ because there is no feminine side in God made man . When I married my husband God had to teach him how to control his feelings . He was very rough but he was indeed a protector . The problem was is that because everyone knows he is a protector, they waited until he left because they were scared of him .
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There was a time that common sense would tell a man protect your girlfriend , baby mother , fiancé, or wife or whoever she may be . But now it’s sad that men are not really aware of this . The truth of the matter is there are grown men who act like females that are probably jealous of your girlfriend because she’s pretty . Do you see that ? There are grown men who are jealous of your girlfriend , baby mother , fiancée , or wife because she is pretty and she is natural woman and you being a man have to protect her . Cowardly men target women , but there are a whole lot of cowardly men in this generation form the young and old secretly jealous of your girlfriend or significant other . So be a God – fearing man and protect her . In the beginning my marriage was very hard , because I didn’t like what he was doing but God told me I had to teach him because no one taught him how to be a good husband . So I encourage you man of God, to allow God to teach you how to be a man and be a good husband , and how to be a protector .

Godbless You ,

Mrs . Diamond Jackson (formerly known as Diamond Chessier )

Yes , This Generation Is Indeed Crazy

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Matthew 24:11-13Disciples’ Literal New Testament

11 And many false-prophets will arise and deceive many. 12 And the love ofthe majority will grow cold because of lawlessness being multiplied. 13 But the one having endured to the end[a]— this one will be saved. 

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Disturbed Truth :

– Looking on the news this week I can honestly say I was indeed disturbed and my spirit was vexed by what I saw in the news . There was a report of police officers punching black women in the face for no reason for holding a baby . I saw a story of police officer blatantly lying on a police report to get someone in trouble when they pulled them over . I saw a story of a black man being jumped by racist people . I saw a story of a black mother whose baby head was decapitated while she was giving birth . There are attorney generals suing black women business owners for helping black people . Pennsylvania just removed the anti-racist law and the list goes on and on . Yet through it all the Lord said to me “in the last days the love of many will grow cold “. There is so much evil happening on the earth . I saw a news story in New Jersey about a landlord who gave hundreds of people , 24 hours to leave and find somewhere to go while destroying their credit and smirked on National television and thought it was funny (obviously he had a demon in him ) . People are lying out of pure jealousy , there are black Nazi’s that hate Jewish people which is a evil that has not been seen , and there are laws that are targeting children that come straight from the inspiration of Satan … yet God is still saying to trust HIM . I have to admit , even I have to hold on to the hem of Jesus garment right now as I to am being persecuted. As a black business woman and Christian , I have been lied on recently by a landlord ; the people that I was renting next to was literally waiting for me to have church so they could call the police on me (thankfully that didn’t happen ) because they didn’t like that it was a Christian church , my husband’s boss got offended that he said a Bible verse at work and came up with some elaborate scheme to call the police because he said a Bible verse , and there is the truth that stalkers watch me everyday trying to figure out where I’m having church so they can cause trouble . But God already told his people that these days would come . People of God you have to be strong . The word of God says the end is not yet . Think about the Christians in China that hide in dungeons having church . The world has rejected God due to the blasphemy of the word of God but we know as believers that we have to come out of the fire and one day the persecution will indeed end .Yet , when you have leaders like Vladimir Putin or someone in his likeness they attack them for doing the right thing . This generation is perverted , it’s sick , and it’s disgusting . All the people of God can do is pray and trust God to thrive in the midst of persecution . I believe that God will supply all of your financial needs despite this persecution that is on the earth .

Prayer : Father help those in financial emergency need . In Jesus Name , I pray thank God Amen .

Love Mixed With Faith ,

Apostle Diamond Chessier

For Right Now My Husband & I Have Decided To Stay Married

This year has been a rough time for my marriage . I made a decision to divorce because of what my husband had done . I was angry and hurt at his stupidity and how it affected me and got me involved in stupid mess I did not do. After much prayer , God has told me what he is preparing for me . I am very aware of what God said and no one is getting away with anything . I know God has a set time for everything . Thanks for the concern .

Love Mixed With Faith Diamond ,

Verse Of The Day

Isaiah 54:17New King James Version

17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

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Love Mixed With Faith ,

Diamond Chessier