Pressed

Pressed

               So during this time in my life, I have been facing a tough time. I was accused of being the wife of the King of R & B (Robert Sylvester Kelly). I was contacted by the Illinois Freemasons and my divorce from Ra’keem Jackson (because we are married) was stricken down and the Richard Daley Center deleted it from Trellis Law like the case didn’t exist – mind you I have the paperwork.

               So, during this event I feel pressed on every side. Because though I think Robert Kelly is a beautiful man, no I am not legally married to him in 2026. I learned the hard way how far people will go just to hurt you. I was supposed to be divorced in October 2025 – but I had Judge Arce strike down the divorce. Mind you I had the flu, and I told Hearing Officer Brian Olsen about this, however not only was it stricken down it was deleted to make it seem as it never happened and that is not true at all.

               Thankfully, I have the paperwork and records of phone calls to prove that this case did occur. I have had to remain focused on God through this hard time. Racism is a very real thing. Prejudice is a real thing. Hatred of Christian’s no matter the ethnicity is a real thing. Yet, when I am pressed, I somehow have to pull my bootstraps up and keep going.

               God already told me that I will be divorced from Ra’keem. God is not a liar. I have full custody of my daughter Ruth. No weapon formed against me shall prosper. When you are persecuted, you have to say who it is and don’t let them scare you because the devil hates exposure. I know that God is using my life in real time – ahead of time to help the people that are coming behind me. The thing about prophecy is that it moves before the true times of testing hits the body of Christ. So, despite of I am still going to keep posting content such as vlogs , beauty, and fashion because I have to evolve and walk into a metamorphosis despite the wilderness season that I am fighting through.

               I am going to dig more into content creation – because I know that I have to branch out of my personal life. I have to breakthrough and though it seems a little uncomfortable – I know that I have to trust God for more.

               My life does not fit the description of being perfect. I am reminded of Jabez who found God in a painful place. I am sure that it was more than 500,000 reasons Jabez wanted to quit. But he had to remain rooted in Christ.

               Today I made the decision despite this level of persecution, I was going to remain rooted in Christ. Life is meant to be enjoyed and not meant to be lived in misery and agony. I know these Judges did this to me at the Richard Daley Center to be malicious and without cause – but I want you to know that you reap what you sow life will deal you a terrible blow.

               I am reminded of the Bible verse of Proverbs 3:5-6 that declares that you have to and must trust in God through it all. Sometimes the school of life can teach you hard lessons. You may be a freshman in this walk of Christ, but I want you to know that God is there for you even on your first day.

               Life can be difficult. The word of God says that in the last days they will call what is evil good and what is good evil. I feel that. I protected my daughter from a minor attracted pervert known as Ra’keem Jackson – he lied on me to the New Bern Police Department and had me ejected, and then he had me watched by the F.B.I over my car because he stole a Mercedes Benz car key. When I do the right thing, I am persecuted and my case is deleted. But I know that God and his word will not return unto him void.

“So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.” – Isaiah 55:11 King James Version

Author Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

January Blues

January Blues

               It is the first month of 2026 and my heart weeps as I see obituary’s all over the internet. So many young people have died and the truth of the matter is this is a perilous time right now. I am very real and honest. I can say that I am wrestling bout’s of depression.

               My daughter is autistic and she is beautiful, loving, kind, and amazing (Ruth). I can’t find a job that is willing  to work with the schedule of a single mother with a special needs child. I have to pay rent. People have betrayed me. People have lied on me. I am in a 3-year battle of getting a divorce. Needless to say I am tired , but I keep pressing on.

               I want you to know that if you have to take a week to just cry you are not being lazy. I think 2026 is my year to cry. I think that I just need to cry in order to release all of the pain that I have gone through over the last few years.

               So now I am not in ministry, but I do post biblical content. I had to step away for my mental health, peace, and sanity. I should have wished you a happy new year and I am sorry for the delay.

               Life has valley’s. the church needs to stop pretending and be real that there are valleys in life. I feel valley low. No I am not happy. No I am not okay. No I do not have family to help me. But I keep going. Sometimes I feel like a zombie because I know that I have to press on despite what people think. So, if 2026 is your year to cry welp join the club. Because this year is not peaches and cream. It is a lot of tough things going on and you are not alone.

Queen Diamond

Diploma in Small Business Management

Psalms 147:3

He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.

What Is Joy ?

What Is Joy ?

Then Ezra said to them, “Go [your way], eat the rich festival food, drink the sweet drink, and send portions to him for whom nothing is prepared; for this day is holy to our Lord. And do not be worried, for the joy of the LORD is your strength and your stronghold.” – Nehemiah 8:10 AMP

Being Content

               As a new divorcee , and single mother I have learned the practice of being content in every season that I am in. I find myself revisiting memories of bad choices and decisions that I made in the past, and determining to do better this time. Now being back in my personal territory of Chicago, I find myself mentally healing. I have been forced to face some painful things that happened but God has been alongside me through it all. I know that in the future I will be released for something great, but now I am content where I am in life.

               I think as a believer it is important to learn the art and talent of being content. Many times people post their “success” on social media – but a picture could truly be a lie. People only post what they want you to see, not what is really going on behind closed doors. When you learn to be content, you are not bound by what people think.. I learned this from following Christ closely in this season.

               When you focus on grief your life will be cut short by grief. Life (despite what people teach) is not meant to be filled with pain and suffering – but with joy. You have to learn how to make your personal life journey “joyous”.  When release joy into the atmosphere, it makes it easier for gravity to return joy back to you by law of attraction.

Honor Yourself

               I am a firm believer of not waiting for someone to do what I know how to do myself. Today why don’t you honor yourself? Compliment yourself? Encourage yourself? Stop waiting for someone else to affirm you and affirm yourself. Learn the art of engulfing yourself with healthy books, good podcasts, and words of affirmation that will draw you closer to God.

Who Do I personally listen to?

Below I posted some people and some books that I am reading right now in life.

1 – The praying mom by Stormie Omartian.

2 – I have begun to listen to sermons by Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell

3 – I have started reading this book by Heidi St. John (Bible Promises For Moms)

               I have made the decision in my own life that I will not allow what happened to me to be the cause of me becoming a failure. I think in life I have had to push past a lot of abuse that I endured as a child – let it go and give it to God. Because I can’t allow what happened to me destroy me mentally, physically, and emotionally. I have mastered smiling again, liking what I see when I look in the mirror and loving the fact that I am alive. But it took a long time to accomplish that.

               In life you can’t allow what people do to be the pilot of your emotions. You must move on. I pray that whatever is causing you to toss and turn at night will be released and fly away from your mind so that you can have peace.

Vision Of An Island

               I remember there was a time not too long ago, I would close my eyes and envision myself living peacefully on an island by myself. That reality that I formed in my mind was better than my reality. Ironically, overtime my life (in real life) became a beautiful version of what I envisioned in my own mind.

               I had to learn to let go of what people have done and move on. Let me tell you the people who have done evil to me in the past have been repaid and some are even dead now. But I learned that the people who hurt my feelings are dead, and I am still alive. I have officially outlived all the naysayers, lies, and gossip about me… So, there is no point of living a life of depression. Life is not purposed and meant for you to live in some sort of emo state – but instead to live a life filled with joy.

               In life, you should not be waking up looking forward to death – but looking forward to something new each day. Your life is still in the filming stages of something great so keep going. I believe that God is going to generate something greater and better for you. I believe that happiness will become a regular emotion for you.

Cut Out Toxic People In Your Life

               There is a old saying that goes that you are the company that you keep and that is true. When you remove people who are toxic and are set in there ways of “toxic-ness” – then you will see a transformation of your life. At 29 years old I have had to practice this and yes toxic people don’t like that and I don’t care. People who are ill intentioned should not be in your life and should not be in your vicinity. That will help you have mental clarity as well. Don’t waste your time and energy on people who are “fake” and mean you no good. You want to be surrounded by people who genuinely love you and want you to succeed in life.

Conclusion

               When you surround yourself with joy then you will indeed have joy. To have joy you have to remove people from your life who mean you no good. Focus. Remain positive. Live a little. Things will surely change … Slowly but surely for the better.

Minister (Esther ) Precious-Diamond S. Chessier (Kelly)

Are You Ready For The Overflow ?

“For I know the plans and thoughts that I have for you,’ says the LORD, ‘plans for peace and well-being and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope”. – Jeremiah 29:11 Amplified Bible

Are You Ready For The Overflow ?

          This year is coming to a close and it may not be ending like how you want it. But that does not mean that God does not want to do a overflow in your life in the future. Whether it’s your business, job, workplace, love life, money (finances), peace in your home, freedom from your past, a refill of joy, more opportunities – whatever it is know that God has more instore for you.

          Do not pay attention to the negative things that people say but instead focus more on the powerful things that God can do and perform in your life. The last few years I have overcome a lot of pain and humiliation. I was very shocked and surprised at how far people will go to hurt me. Many nights I cried myself to sleep disappointed in life, felt no need to pray, and had no hope. But one day I decided to remain steadfast in the armor of God and know that he will make a way out of no way. Don’t shrink or limit God but instead believe that God will show up in every circumstance in your life. Believe God that he can take you to a brand new level. Believe that God is going to move mountains and cause you to be walking, living, and breathing in expectation .In life everything is not perfect but even in that God is always faithful. Determine to have a heart of flesh and live in gratitude knowing that God is exactly who he says that he is.

Minister Precious-Diamond Sandre’a Chessier (Kelly)

Instead Consumed By Purpose

Prayer Applications

“You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name”. – John 15:16 New Living Translation

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When Filling Out A Job Application

          When you take time out of your day to advance your career and fill out job applications, you get emails that say that your job application corresponds to the requirement for the job. Then you get an email and phone calls that ask you to come in for an interview, and then you are hired.

          That is the reality of being an adult that you have to remain employed so that you can afford to take care of yourself (especially if you are a parent). I really wanted to write this for black women, because I am a black woman. For the last 2 years I have been in a wilderness and I learned a hard lesson being a black woman. To God be the glory. However, I have learned that as a black woman you cannot allow a man (even if he is black) to lead you down the wrong path as a woman.

          Whether it is with your weight or appearance, as a black woman you have to do better and achieve and achieve better. You can’t chase a man down a rabbit hole of failure just to have his attention. Instead focus on you and bettering yourself to fulfill the purpose that God has placed on the inside of you.

          So even if you are experiencing backlash, you still have to press forward and overcome how you feel. Instead crying over some fool, and eating your sorrow away – fill out a job application so that you can into something better for your life. Don’t waste all your data and cell phones minutes, crying over some loser.. Instead get ready and prepare yourself because a member of the recruiting team is getting ready to call you and ask you to come in for a job interview. Or instead chasing some fool who wants to be pacified and babied, why don’t you chase the purpose that God has for you. Why don’t you call the job and ask to speak to the hiring manager, and follow up on your job application – and schedule a time to come in for a interview.

          Moral of the story, I wrote this for black women because I feel like black women want more and compare themselves to other ethnicities , but you have to make better decisions like the other ethnicities. You have to want something better for yourself. You have to make the decision that you will not be consumed by a man, but instead consumed by purpose.

Sincerely,

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier