Starting My Life Over At 27 Years Old

Hmm …

For a long time God has been calling me into full time ministry .. actually since I was 19 . I never really obeyed . I was running and just refused to submit to his will . In 2023 , things were going so well I had a church building , my church was registered … but I made one BIG mistake . I married a man (Ra’keem) that God told me not to marry .

Because of Ra’keem , I lost my church building in Kinston , North Carolina. I was wrongfully ejected from my home (because of him) in New Bern , North Carolina . Thrown into jail for a crime I did not commit and so much more . To make matters worst Ra’keem is a pastor . Yes , he is a pastor and I find out that Ra’keem is actually on drugs and was hiding it from me . Yes . Not only that , Ra’keem stole Mercedes car keys from a car dealership. How did I find out ? Well , the dealership came to the house looking for him while claiming that another worker also thinks that Ra’keem stole his phone also . What was Ra’keems answer ? Apparently everyone is out to get Ra’keem , no one will give Ra’keem a chance because he is dark skin , and the dealership said he could take the keys . I should probably should add that Ra’keem lied and said he bought 5 cars from them and that he was going to give them baseball cards (because in his mind the baseball cards are worth 10 million dollars (which is not true ) as a payment for a new car . Yeah . God told me not to marry him .
So at the age of 27 I have to start completely over . A single mommy , A Apostle , and a gospel singer finally submitting to full time ministry because God is stronger than me and he wins . So yes , now I am full time ministry . I am going to take this blog more serious because God told me to . I love my followers. Happy New Years and I hope 2024 goes better for me and you as well .

Love Mixed With Faith ,

Apostle Diamond

I am officially done with ministry

I am officially done with ministry. 

A few years ago I felt like God had chosen me to be in ministry even though I hated it with all my heart. Lately, I have been doing the bare minimum just so God will leave me alone and stop afflicting  me.  But after making a terrible decision to marry my husband and dealing with the stupidity that comes with the church I made the decision that I am done with ministry. It’s not worth it. I’m not doing it and I do not care if someone else is a void filler because I refuse to preach. So, do not worry everyone, no I am not off the deep end, I just do not care anymore and I am done. 

Seriously, 

Diamond 

Books On My Reading Radar

Books On My Scope 

Reading List

Hey everyone so here below are some books that I have put on my radar. I am a mommy so most days I do not have time to read . Yet, I have skimmed in passing and thought they were pretty cool books. I encourage reading over social media. So before these books you should always read The Holy Bible first. 

  • When Your World Falls Apart – Dr. David Jeremiah 

Background Story : So I first heard Dr. David Jeremiah on the radio when I was living in Maryland. I was going through a very dark time and then his voice came on the radio saying the exact thing that I was dealing with speaking life and not death. Then I bought his book as he was telling his story about having Cancer and how he survived it. I believe that his survival through cancer is an amazing testimony about God’s faithfulness in the midst of hard trials and storms. I see that he is about to do an amazing prophecy night in South Carolina, I will be watching live and it’s about the rapture. I hope God adds dozens of years to his life so that he can teach on this subject about the rapture because it is a very serious event. 

  • Matched and Married – Kathleen Fuller 

Background Story: So being a prophet I am super deep in very intune with the spirit realm and sometimes I need a break. I do not like studying demons all day and her books ease my mind from all the nonsense and warfare that occurs daily. So I read her books to balance me out. Her books are quirky and cute and I like them. I recommended them. I like Amish books because in my mind I am amish to escape bills (laughing out loud). 

  • The Spiritual Warrior’s Guide To Defeating The Jezebel Spirit – Jennifer LeClaire

Background Story : So I know about Jennifer LeClaire and her ministry. Her testimony has been helping me deal with something I currently am battling because it’s almost the same situation which is ironic to me… anyways. Her books definitely are an eye opener to the different principalities and demons that function in the church. If you believe in warfare it makes sense why you would buy her books.

 

  • Surrender : Surrendering It All To Gain It All – Roszien Kay Lewis (Roszien Kay Mason)

Background Story: So I met Roszien Mason a few years ago in Lancaster, California. She often testifies that people thought she was crazy but God said obey. If you know me you know I DO NOT listen to anyone who does not have fruit to match what they are saying. Roszien has good fruit. She has her Juris Doctor, She just passed her bar exam to become a lawyer in Indiana , and she recently married to her husband Bishop Mason who ordained her as a prophetess. She is a mother and step-mother. Like I said Roszien has fruit.  I have been doing ALOT of thinking and I started to make a decision to pay attention to what she says because obviously she knows something about trusting God. I am definitely going to read it. 


  • The Power Of A Praying Woman : Stormie Omartian 

Background Story: Not even going to lie, her books got me through some things when I was being persecuted in the Marines. Not even lying. I went through a dark season in the Marines and I did not have a choice but to get out because I was given an order to remove a female body part, which goes against what The Holy Bible says (Leviticus 18:22). That was a dark time for me and I could not understand why but God said to pray. I came across her book and it taught me how to pray and believe what I was praying for. I recommend it. 

Bibles: I recommend reading the ERV version for those who do not really understand the KJV. The KJV is a very ancient bible and for someone it can be difficult but I always recommend reading the Bible over a book.

Book Review : Jesus Always Sarah Young

Review :

So true story . When I was wayward I was in a store and walked pass Sarah Young book titled Jesus Calling . When I was younger I had a lot of anger , a lot hatred , and a lot of hurt from what I had been through . Yet , this little pretty purple book was there and maroon book was staring at me and I figured why not give it a shot . So I read it and I felt like every day my anger subsided. Everyday my anger and issues became easier to deal with and to heal from a lot of different things that I went through in my life . I began to really talk to God and ask God how do I go through this and how do I survive the pain and turmoils of life and God gave me my own path and it has been working . One of her books actually inspired me to write a devotional and I’m still writing . I thought it was cool how low key her life is and yet she is a author . I recommended her book . Though she does get persecuted as a author , understand that all people that are doing what God says will suffer a persecution . Hope you enjoyed this short review . Have a blessed day !

Sincerely ,

Mrs. Diamond Chessier