Dealing With Regrets

  • Ezekiel 2:5-7

As you all know I am getting a divorce and my case in New Bern has been dismissed. As I am rebuilding my life I can honestly say I regret a lot of things . I regret the Marines , I regret joining church in North Carolina , I regret getting married , I regret ministry…. I regret a lot. I realized that at 28 years old , it is time to live my LIFE the way I want to. I am not Faith walking anymore. After a certain age Faith walking has to stop and reality has to set in. I don’t have time to make spontaneous decisions because I have a child and that would be irresponsible. God tells me to make music I say no every time . Don’t really care anymore , because I have no desire for God to use me and I do not want God to use me . But I said from the jump , one thing I will be is honest. I am one of those people that God has FORCED to go to church and do ministry . Do I want to be in church ? NO . DO I want a relationship with God ? No . But I understand that God is a real force that is holding me back from what I really wanted to be which was a R&B singer . That’s the whole truth. I wanted to sing R&B I never wanted to sing gospel. I had a little emotional moment thinking God loved me and I found out he didn’t love me the way I thought . So I left and was preparing to transition to R&B music and God stopped me . So I’m just done singing all together. As you read the blog I am going to tell you the truth and not lie. Why do I feel like God is stopping me ? I don’t know and I don’t care anymore I’m just not going to sing .

Diamond

I Do Not Have A Choice But To Go Vegan

Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” – Jeremiah 1:5

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So I have been running from this ministry a long time . Back in my young days I felt God telling me at 19 to go vegan … But chick fil a had me bound . So . Guess who had to go to the emergency room because apparently there is imitation crab in sushi and it made her break out on her body ? Yup me . I realized that I can no longer eat meat . I don’t have a choice but to go 100 percent vegan .

Queen Diamond

By the way guys to keep you updated on my weight loss journey … I have officially lost 98 pounds in 1 year !!!!!! I started taking it serious last year I’m 98 pounds down ! Post partum depression mixed with PTSD and emotional eating made me gain it ! In almost at my military weight ! God is faithful !

How God Blessed Me With A New Home

Isaiah

54:17New King James Version17 No weapon formed against you shall prosper,And every tongue which rises against you in judgmentYou shall condemn.This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,And their righteousness is from Me,”Says the Lord.

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As many of you know I’m getting a divorce . Last year my ex-husband set me up and framed me because he was jealous that I had my own townhouse. So my ex-husband changed all his information to my old address and purposely stole so that it could be traced back to me (which was wrong ) so I would be wrongfully ejected from my townhouse . But my GOD will not be mocked. 1 year later I have my own home and he is facing jail time in Greenville , North Carolina for stealing and he ‘s hooked on drugs . Vengeance is the Lord and he will repay. I was not evicted because I was never late paying rent . But Ra’keem committed that crime and not me . My GOD is a avenger. While Ra’keem life is falling apart and he detoraiting away because of drugs all I can say is God will not let someone do something like that to me and they won’t be repaid. God is repaying Ra’keem. I’m happy , I’m blessed , and I’m dating. The Lord is good to me.

Love,

Queen Diamond

Date : 12/23/2023

God Already Told Me What Is About To Happen

Ezekiel 2:5-7

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So , right now my court case in NEW BERN is getting dismissed . I am getting a PFA order against Ra’keem . But God had already told me that I am about to be persecuted for an attempted murder charge in 5 years but I’m not going to be arrested and I’m not going to jail . God has already told me that person I fought (who was a man ) in Maryland has some health problems in his vision and arm and his chest after what happened . Honestly, I don’t remember what happened I was to angry . But anyways I cannot be arrested because in the state of Maryland if the cops didn’t see it then it’s nothing they can’t do anything about it . But when it happens it’s going to be on the news and I will labeled as “The Bad Girl Of The Church” and no that does not mean I look bad , it’s just slang for a woman who fights and handles her business . So no I cannot be arrested , God has already told me what is about to happen and God already told me the case will be settled and dismissed so im NOT worried because it was self defense and the Constitution says that I have the right to bare arms .

Queen Diamond ,

Date : 2/19/2024

I Know Ya’ll Say I’m To Pretty To Be Fighting But I Have To Dog Walk These Females

baby let me tell you something . These females out here is ignorant ! I have had to check so many females over my daughter it’s not even funny . I have had to fight and I know y’all say I’m too pretty to be fighting (in the comments on YouTube ) but I have to let these dogs know baby I am NOT the one . Also , I’m tired of you jealous females running your mouth , you DONT want to dogged out by Diamond that’s why you run your mouth and run away you don’t want Diamond to dog you infront of your kids and you know that.

Queen Diamond

Making New Friends

2 Timothy 1:6-8Amplified Bible6 That is why I remind you to [a]fan into flame the gracious gift of God, [that inner fire—the special endowment] which is in you through the laying on of my hands [with those of the elders at your ordination]. 7 For God did not give us a spirit of timidity or cowardice or fear, but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of sound judgment and personal discipline [abilities that result in a calm, well-balanced mind and self-control].8 So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord or about me His prisoner, but with me take your share of suffering for the gospel [continue to preach regardless of the circumstances], in accordance with the power of God [for His power is invincible],

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So I am a firm believer that everyone does not hate me and everyone is NOT out to get me . When I am out I do not have a problem everywhere that I go . I meet a lot of nice people who are NOT jealous of me and truly want me to succeed in life . I am writing that because I want you to know that everyone is not out to get you. Today , God told me to get ready to have new friends . You deserve friends who will not betray you. So get ready to connect and to become even more happier then you already are. God bless you .

Love Mixed With Faith,

Queen Diamond

Date : 2/19/2024