Today I Realized That Life Is Not Fair and I am Okay With That

2 Thessalonians 3:9-11Amplified Bible, Classic Edition

[It was] not because we do not have a right [to such support], but [we wished] to make ourselves an example for you to follow.

10 For while we were yet with you, we gave you this rule and charge: If anyone will not work, neither let him eat.

11 Indeed, we hear that some among you are disorderly [that they are passing their lives in idleness, neglectful of duty], being busy with other people’s affairs instead of their own and doing no work.

Social Media Exposing It All

Lately the truth has been coming out on social media – via Tik Tok, YouTube, Instagram, and Facebook. The economy is in shambles, people are struggling, and people are tired. I always been a hard worker, but I used to wonder why I had to work 10x harder than everyone else. One day God told me , “Because everyone else will not have what you have”. Anything in life requires work. You have to work to stay in shape. Work to be attractive. Work to have nice clothes. Work to pay rent. You have to work. But for some reason, I have encountered some black men (mind you I am black-latina) that refuse to work. Not only do they refuse to work, but they think they can take the shortcut of doing sexual or satanic rituals in the work place in order to arise and God is putting a stop to that.

I had to leave my ex-husband Ra’keem, because he had gotten involved with some people who said that he could perform a ritual and then succeed (Isaiah 54:17). Normally, someone would have gotten away with that but in my case, God blocked it. Sad to say I am starting to see more black men leave the workforce and sadly more black women following suit.

You know black people have gone through some terrible things and I do not understand why black people are making the blatant choice to destroy themselves. Ironically, lately Caucasian people have been nicer to me than black people. Black women have been rude, but the remnant of black women who know Christ have been kind. Also, black women have forsaken marriage and have started to marry one another which is lesbianism. Needless to say, black culture is looking pretty bad.

What I Have Been Told Is Not True

I have been told that I am spoiled and that I have no idea what it is like to be a black man in America, which is not true. I have been sexually abused, false accused of a crime in 2023 that was expunged because it was a lie, and called racist slurs in the south. I have gone through some terrible things – but I have had to face the fact that the root of everything that happened stemmed from ignorant black people. I do not wish to offend anyone, but I have to tell the truth.

After everything that I have gone through, sadly I have to tell my daughter (Ruth) to stay away from other black children. I am sad to report that. I do not mind her with Spanish kids or white kids – but as a mother when I looked at little black boys who claim to be bi-sexual and little black girls who already know how to have sex in elementary school – I worry. I am sad, that after everything that I have gone through and all the prejudice I have overcome – I have to keep my daughter away from black children.

I am disturbed as blacks are teaching there daughters how to twerk and not how to read. I am sad when I can’t even send my daughter to primarily black school – because of black on black crime. My own ex-husband Ra’keem betrayed me , because he would have rather done a ritual than to hold a stable job. Black people are killing each other, spreading HIV/AIDS, and getting hooked on drugs. I am grieved when I think about this truth and I pray for the remnant of black people that we can carry the legacy and honor of the civil rights movement and what they did for us. Let us remember Martin Luther King Jr. and how he marched for us, Rosa Parks how she stood up for us, and Harriet Tubman how she carried us. Malcom X included and others, I pray that we as the remnant of intelligent black people will carry the torch of what we have overcome.

Please, intelligent blacks heed my warning and go into solitude until God moves. Something is wrong with this generation of blacks. The word of God says, “There arose a generation who does not know the Lord”. It is sad and disturbing as to what has become of a entire black generation. I can only pray and intercede from this point on. The Civil Rights movement still holds power despite of and all those people who fought for our liberties do still matter.

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

Ignoring The Jealous Comments

“When a fool is annoyed, he quickly lets it be known. Smart people will ignore an insult”. – Proverbs 12:16

Overlook

I can tell you right now that I am one who has to overcome being overlooked, slandered, gossiped, lied on, betrayed, and spoken ill against. Many people want me to fail and yet I succeed. Nevertheless, I can tell you that perception is not reality, because perception is not a fact. What people say about you is not true and if you let what people think consume your mind then you will burn down your peace and any chance of love, joy, and happiness.

“she called out to her servants. Soon all the men came running. “Look!” she said. “My husband has brought this Hebrew slave here to make fools of us! He came into my room to rape me, but I screamed”. – Genesis 39:14

I am reminded of Joseph and I understand him. I had a woman who was working as a property manager in 2023 lie and say I was trying to assault her by the name of Amanda Blythe because I was not attracted to her.. I lost my home. Then I turn around and found out that the F.B.I and freemason were trying to bribe me to lie and say (Robert Kelly) raped me and I said NO! So, I understand what it feels like to be lied and condemned in a court setting for something that you did not do.

But I remembered Joseph, and thought about how he felt when he was sitting in jail for 15 years for a crime that he did not commit. No he was not having sex with other men. He was locked in a cell and being called a rapist and he never touched that woman a day in his life. But he did not know that 15 years his spiritual gift to interpret dreams would cause him to be the Governor of Egypt.

I am sure when I was lied on by those 3 white women Amanda Blythe, Melanie, and Bethany Rivera really thought they were doing something by lying in court in a racist court system in craven county. I remember even when the black magistrate named Cedric Hargett helped them do it in his personal distaste and inner hatred for black women and his own lust for white women. But nope it did not destroy me at all! Forgetting that everyone is not racist and perverted like them. I do not have a problem with white women at all and matter of fact I go to church with them in peace. Needless to say, now I am doing just fine. Though at times I face small persecutions I overcome it and keep pressing forward.

So, ignore the hate. It is all meant to detour you and destroy the purpose that God has for you. Keep going and pressing forward and know that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. Know that satan will only attack what he is afraid of. When i went through that God told me, “Diamond if Satan is going that far to stop you, wouldn’t that tell you that God has a great plan for you”? I have to admit God must be right. Cause why would the illuminati and freemasons attach Amanda, Noah Moreis, Hannah Riggs, Cedric Hargett, Melanie, and Bethany to (me and Robert Kelly) and we don’t even know them ? But hey that really happened behind the scenes.

P.S – No I am not attracted to white women. Also, I would like to say to all of (Robert Sylvester Kelly) fan’s around the world that no he did not rape me. For those of you who do not know I am a singer. I made a mistake and signed with ASCAP as a writer and I guess the freemasons and the music industry was trying to break me to try and force me to engage in a demonic ritual in lying and saying that the (King of R & B) raped me and I said no because he did not. I have written him a letter while he is North Carolina to tell him that I would never lie on him to that degree. I realize that what happened in 2023 was because they were trying to make it seem like I had no other option which is why a judge who was a young white judge filed a ejection on my report. But I know who the Lord is and I was approved for a apartment. Even though I was lied on. I still have a place to live. I truly am sorry to all his fans worldwide and I pray fervently that he can come home soon. When I was lied on and set up by SONY and the music industry in 2023 that is when I knew that (Robert Kelly) was innocent. I to have had to deal with three women Amanda , Melanie, and Bethany that all conspired against me and a court trying to demean me as black woman – mind you these 3 women have not accomplished half of what I have done. Needless to say, I do not believe the allegations against (Robert Kelly – The KING of r&b) because I know for a fact I was lied on in 2023. I know for a fact I was bribed with a stellar award to lie on him like Reshonda Landfair and I said no. This industry is demonic and you have to stay prayed up. Now, I am recovering after the freemasons spread a malicious rumor online and said I was married to the King himself (Robert kelly) – and the freemasons aided in having my divorce struck down at the Richard Daley Center because of that malicious and sadistic rumor. I want you to know being a black influence is nothing to play with. The Jim Crow era was not that long ago , and though everyone is not racist there are terrible lies that are spewed against black people especially in claims to be attracted to white women.. Which again, I do not find white women attractive because I am attracted to men. Though I would view it as a honor to be the wife to the King of R&B (Robert Kelly) I am not his wife (but he if he proposed I would say yes lol). I know that the government set him up and had him registered as a sex offender because he is black and they caused Aaliyah and Andrea to lie on him for a price. But I want to remind Andrea, just like the government tricked Aaliyah and blew her plane up remember that will be your same fate because you reap what you sow. I am not trying to be obsessive over (Robert Kelly) but I have to make it be known that I will not join the freemasons and I refuse to lie on (Robert Sylvester Kelly). Also, I think that my ex-husband Ra’keem Ja’caar Jackson is a disgusting and hideous individual and I would never want to remain married to a perverted bastard like him. Selah.

Is God Raising Up More Sarah’s ?

Is God Raising Up More Sarah’s ?

            I remember when the News story’s broke out about octomom. She had given birth to 8 children at one time. I remember when I watched the Disney Movie “Quints” – I always knew that I wanted to be a mother. I always wanted the honor to carry a child and give birth. I just didn’t expect life to happen the way it did. When I was pregnant with (Ruth) my ex-husband Ra’keem tried to choke me and punch me while I was carrying on my birthday. His brother jumped me a few weeks after I had a baby. My ex-husband Ra’keem also lied on me to the New Bern Police Department while I was battling post-partum depression because he was angry that I wanted to get the marriage annulled and did not want to be his wife. That led me to be ejected – literally the court documents in New Bern , North Carolina verbally say “because of her husband”. I had gone through some tough things as a mother and yet I recovered and returned back to base camp in Chicago, Illinois.

            Yet, as more doors open for me to sing as a ordained minister and former First Lady. I can tell you that I have been involved with men who cannot conceive a child. I ask God and he said, “Diamond. It is the spirit realm. They are not physically strong enough to conceive a child with you”. I realized that when a man has not accomplished as much as a woman, he cannot conceive with her because his body has not been caused to endure the levels of stress or hardship that she has gone through – which makes them biologically incompatible to reproduce according to the spirit realm.

            Now that has left me very sad – to the point that I have been considering artificial insemination because I am 29 years old. I thought I was going to have a house with a white picket fence by now , have a apple mini-farm in my back yard, and have at least 5 children. Well, I have one child and I love her. But I want to birth more children.

            It is crazy because before I became a Christian I did not believe in the power of fasting and prayer, I did not believe in the Bible, and  definitely did not believe in the story of Sarah. I heard it before but I did not believe. But now I feel like I am walking the past of Sarah. I desperately want a family and more children – but I feel God telling me to wait. I did more research and saw that the oldest woman in modern day history was 74 years old when she conceived. I cry sometimes – me being a woman as I watch everyone else birthing.. But God keeps telling me , “I did not call or choose them. There bloodline does not matter. Because I did not choose them”. At first I loathed that idea, but now I have no choice but to stand firm on the promises of God that I will conceive. I was not necessarily asking for a husband but I did want more children because that is my natural desire to do so as a woman.

            Yet, I have been miserable and depressed. Comparing myself to everyone else online. I felt like people were mocking me in church , “Hey you know so and so have more kids now. You only have one”. Granted they had teeth missing and smelled really bad. But still.

            So though I am a minister, my biological clock  is ticking.. I want to become pregnant and have more children. I don’t necessarily want a husband. But I did want more kids. I have been thinking a lot about Sarah and the pain and humiliation she must have felt watching everyone else become pregnant. I wonder how embarrassing it was for Sarah to watch Hagar walk around with her husband’s baby. I can kind of feel that pain.

            All I ever wanted was a family (Joshua 24:15). I never wanted to be famous, never wanted influence, and never wanted to be a preacher. I just wanted a cozy house, warm Christmas music playing in the background , I wanted to bake pies and cookies for my kids, and I wanted to build a snowman infront of our brick house. I would sit back and daydream of watching my kids play snowball fights with there dad and having the time of there lives. I wanted to bake cookies for my kids to leave out for Santa. I was robbed of that in 2023. Swarmed by police officers who were concerned about influence.. But all I wanted was a beautiful family and a house to raise my kids in. I was preparing to purchase a house and had the money for the deposit. I made a mistake and invested into ministry instead and I regret it. I should have kicked Ra’keem out my house sooner and bought my house while I had a chance.

            Now it seems that debt is building up because of marriage. Depression has seeped in. I do not really believe in faith – but maybe God is trying to show me something.. Maybe faith will lead me to that beautiful brick house , wonderful front yard, and that snowy cookie baking day with my children. I want to experience building gingerbread houses with my children. I was looking forward to rocking my newest baby to the bunch by the warm candlelight fire. As a woman I am depressed and had to lean on God. My dreams of being that type of mother have been shattered because of the F.B.I , the USMC , and the New Bern Police. They USMC just had to hurt me one last time to remind me I was black.

            Now as I am moving forward and singing in ministry in emotional pain. I have to remember Sarah. I have to remember that Sarah was in emotional pain for 90 years. She was praying for more than 70 years for a son named Isaac. When she thought all hope was lost it finally came. I realized that maybe I am not doing enough in the spirit realm. Maybe I should read my Bible more, watch more content about family, or even study more about fertility. I have to do more to have more. There is a lot of witchcraft flowing. But I believe in God. I believe that just like Sarah God will open my womb to conceive again and I will finally have the family that I was promised many years ago.

“Then Abraham bowed down to the ground, but he laughed to himself in disbelief. “How could I become a father at the age of 100?” he thought. “And how can Sarah have a baby when she is ninety years old?” – Genesis 17:17 NLT

Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier

Don’t Waste Your Time and Energy On Stupid Things

Don’t Waste Your Time and Energy On Stupid Things

1 Corinthians 15:33 New International Version – 33 “Do not be misled: “Bad company corrupts good character.”

So, I am very protective of who I let in my house. I don’t give anyone room to stir up drama or chaos or confusion. Matter of fact I am so guarded of myself that I don’t even let certain people touch my food. I guess because I have been through situations – where like even if I walk into the bathroom a jealous woman will storm out because of how I look.

          So, I have learned the hard way to protect myself from jealousy and to guard my time and energy. I made the decision to be wise and strategic on who I spend my days and times with and not entertain the presence of fools.

You never know when envy and jealousy are going to strike. You could be at Walmart, you could be at the mall shopping, or you could be at Target. Either way you must be careful because of the last days. Now that is not a sign to live paranoid – but it is a sign to guard your energy and be careful with who you are around. I believe that through Christ you can have everything you want. But you must guard what you ask for in prayer. Take my advice to live a better life. So that you can avoid the unnecessary trials, tribulations, and dark times that stem from being naïve to the envy of people. You must trust God from within.

Love Minister Precious-Diamond S. Chessier (Kelly)