I am officially done with ministry

I am officially done with ministry. 

A few years ago I felt like God had chosen me to be in ministry even though I hated it with all my heart. Lately, I have been doing the bare minimum just so God will leave me alone and stop afflicting  me.  But after making a terrible decision to marry my husband and dealing with the stupidity that comes with the church I made the decision that I am done with ministry. It’s not worth it. I’m not doing it and I do not care if someone else is a void filler because I refuse to preach. So, do not worry everyone, no I am not off the deep end, I just do not care anymore and I am done. 

Seriously, 

Diamond 

Accepting That God Is Hiding Me & It’s Beautiful


My Story : 17 Now the king was attracted to Esther more than to any of the other women, and she won his favor and approval more than any of the other virgins. So he set a royal crown on her head and made her queen instead of Vashti. – Esther 2:17

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Lately I have been asking God a lot of questions and God says to me , “keep going and don’t worry about that . I’m hiding you”. Whew. It’s been blowing my mind . A lot of people tell me I’m beautiful, but I had to learn how evil and cruel people can be when they are jealous of someone’s beauty . I have done a lot of realizing and after talking to my husband Ra’keem , he confirmed that a lot of the evil things people have done to me is because I’m beautiful and it’s jealousy. So lately , I have been finding my encouragement and strength in the book of Psalms & Esther . I realized that Esther was a beautiful woman but she went through some things . She was a Queen in waiting , God was hiding her and she suffered to be Queen . No , I do not think King Xerxes was sexually abusive … I think he was a man . No King Xerxes didn’t wait to marriage . King Xerxes had multiple women and he was sleeping with them all while dating Esther ( Esther knew what he was doing because he was honest about it , but Esther knew that God gave her a promise that one day she would be Queen & King Xerxes would indeed be faithful to her & only her ). So Esther stayed there , she probably was even in the same room when he was sleeping with other women & she stayed being obedient unto death . That obedience caused her to be a Queen and led him to be faithful to only her . Back in those days a King would sleep with his concubine and then roll over and sleep with his wife (literally ) . Back in those days while a woman was trying to become Queen he would sleep with the concubine and roll over and sleep with the other woman trying to decide which one he liked better , that’s just how it was .

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In the midst of that God was hiding Esther to protect her . Yeah , Esther was probably there when King Xerxes slept with all those women and probably saw everything . Yet , she was still being hidden to become the future Queen of Persia .
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There are women all over the world . My husband is not the only handsome man out there . As man you might be handsome . I know you can’t understand why people are doing means things to you it’s because you’re attractive & God has to hide you . In this modern world the most abominable people desire beauty but in a demonic way , so when demon possessed people see the heavenly beauty of Jesus on it makes them angry . So God has to protect you , hold you back , and send you on a different route . It’s going to be okay ! So keep going.

Love Mixed With Faith ,

Mrs.Diamond Chessier

Habakkuk 2:4New International Version

“See, the enemy is puffed up;
    his desires are not upright—
    but the righteous person will live by his faithfulness[a]

Copyright : Precious – Diamond Chessier

I Kind Of Don’t Care Anymore

John 16:33New International Version

33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcomethe world.” – John 16:33

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Ya’ll I’m getting older . In three years I will be 30 and I have to face the fact about a lot in my life . I realize that I don’t really care anymore . In 2023, I went through a straight wilderness and baby no one was there for me . People showed there true colors . I thought people cared , nah they didn’t . They saw my success and could have cared less that I was down. I made the decision that 2023 was the last year I would care or help someone , who doesn’t care or help me . I realized that in order to be happy , I have to let go of people who want me to help them but don’t want me to succeed. Did you see that ? There are people who want you to tell them they are special and that they are chosen , but they don’t want you to be special and chosen . Baby let it go . In 2024 , we’re claiming peace , serenity , and tranquility. No more unblocking people who blocked you . No more checking in on people . No more hoping people change . No more encouraging people who are praying and hoping for your downfall . Move on and move on in a important way .

God got you honey ,

Diamond

A Man Should Never Let Another Man Disrespect His Woman

Joshua 1:9New International Version

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” – Joshua 1:9

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Years ago I watched a movie about a woman who was married . She had a husband , he wouldn’t protect her she cheated contracted HIV/AIDS and her life was ruined . I want you to know that that movie is fiction and NOT reality . I am not saying that a adulterous woman will not contract a disease but what I am saying is that a good man does not mean you let another man disrespect your woman .
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God made a man to be a protector . God did not make a man to be intune with some “feminine side “ because there is no feminine side in God made man . When I married my husband God had to teach him how to control his feelings . He was very rough but he was indeed a protector . The problem was is that because everyone knows he is a protector, they waited until he left because they were scared of him .
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There was a time that common sense would tell a man protect your girlfriend , baby mother , fiancé, or wife or whoever she may be . But now it’s sad that men are not really aware of this . The truth of the matter is there are grown men who act like females that are probably jealous of your girlfriend because she’s pretty . Do you see that ? There are grown men who are jealous of your girlfriend , baby mother , fiancée , or wife because she is pretty and she is natural woman and you being a man have to protect her . Cowardly men target women , but there are a whole lot of cowardly men in this generation form the young and old secretly jealous of your girlfriend or significant other . So be a God – fearing man and protect her . In the beginning my marriage was very hard , because I didn’t like what he was doing but God told me I had to teach him because no one taught him how to be a good husband . So I encourage you man of God, to allow God to teach you how to be a man and be a good husband , and how to be a protector .

Godbless You ,

Mrs . Diamond Jackson (formerly known as Diamond Chessier )

Breaking The Orphan Spirit

Breaking The Orphan Spirit 

Romans 8:15

New International Version 15 The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship.[a] And by him we cry, “Abba,[b] Father.”

What I Wish I Knew When I Was 18

When I was working on my salvation it was during a time where spiritual parents were the thing. Everyone had a spiritual parent. I was so young and I did not know how detrimental spiritual parenting is. One, I was severely abused as a child and I had a void of the need of a parent. So when I came to know the Lord, I was exposed to a lot but I had a strong prophetic gift. People were using that through their spirit of manipulation. So they wanted my gift but they did not want me. 

I went through a lot in church. God had to set me free from the captivity of a spiritual orphan. I learned that my father is the Lord. Read this verse below..

Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close. – Psalms 27:10

I had to learn this. I had terrible parents. It is crazy because people misuse the bible verse that says to honor your mother and father all the time in church to justify perversion and pedophilia in demonic parental sexual abuse. The word of God says not to provoke your children into anger. 

Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger by the way you treat them. Rather, bring them up with the discipline and instruction that comes from the Lord. – Ephesians 6:4

So parents should not sexually desire their children, that is blasphemy and an abomination. What I have also seen is that people blame demons for a parent molesting their child and tell the child that they can’t be angry at the parent because they were possessed. That is witchcraft. The Bible says rebellion is the sin of witchcraft. 

Rebellion is as sinful as witchcraft, and stubbornness as bad as worshiping idols. So because you have rejected the command of the LORD, he has rejected you as king.” – 1 Samuel 15:23 

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The orphan spirit has to be broken off of many people from the older generation until now. Because this spirit is causing people who have been hurt and abused by people to turn to void fillers that are detrimental to the mental psyche. 

I pray that you be set free and healed from everything that makes you feel like an orphan in Jesus Name. 

Apostle Diamond Chessier 

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