What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

What To Do When Someone Does Not Love You

He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” – Revelation 21:4 

Truth Be Told

When I was younger I went through some things. I dated men that I really did not like and I was not attracted to because I was trying to satisfy everyone else’s opinion of the type of woman that I should be or the type of man that I should date. Well that did not turn out well. 

  • One – I am very private, and I had to realize that when people were trying to get me to open up, it was because they wanted some type of leverage to use against me when I was down. 
  • Two – There were certain things that bothered me in regard to the type of man that I wanted. I wanted a very strong man and I liked rough men. I could not find that in the church because the men were weird and I could not deal with that. 
  • Three – God told me I had to stay in the church and he would send the right man that was good for me. 

If You Do Not Have Love Then You Do Not Have Anything 

I am 27, and in three years I will be 30. I now realize how important love is. As a woman I really do love the essence of love and it is something that I need because that is how God wired me. I love candles , the peace and serenity that comes with love, and I LOVE flowers. God really made me feminine. Moral of the story do not let society or the church strip away your identity as a woman. If you desire a man then God will give you a man because that is how God made you. 

Love Susanna ❤ 

The Jesus Letter

Goodmorning Everyone, 

The word of God says in Psalms 103, “Bless the LORD, O my soul: And all that is within me, bless his holy name”. This year the word that God gave me was faithfulness. Lord everyday God has shown me that word to be true. When you think of faithfulness immediately you think of a relationship. Yet, so far this year I have learned that faithfulness involves being loyal to God no matter what happens. The word of God says in Matthew 5:11, “Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.” Understand that in the era of social media there are a lot of people using twitter fingers. Which means people are not really who they say they are. They talk big online but cowardly in person. Needless to say, in the midst of the demonic perversion going on in the federal government, stay faithful to the word of God. 

Let The Prophet Speak, 

Apostle Diamond Chessier-Jackson

Breaking The Orphan Spirit

Breaking The Orphan Spirit 

Romans 8:15

New International Version 15 The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship.[a] And by him we cry, “Abba,[b] Father.”

What I Wish I Knew When I Was 18

When I was working on my salvation it was during a time where spiritual parents were the thing. Everyone had a spiritual parent. I was so young and I did not know how detrimental spiritual parenting is. One, I was severely abused as a child and I had a void of the need of a parent. So when I came to know the Lord, I was exposed to a lot but I had a strong prophetic gift. People were using that through their spirit of manipulation. So they wanted my gift but they did not want me. 

I went through a lot in church. God had to set me free from the captivity of a spiritual orphan. I learned that my father is the Lord. Read this verse below..

Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close. – Psalms 27:10

I had to learn this. I had terrible parents. It is crazy because people misuse the bible verse that says to honor your mother and father all the time in church to justify perversion and pedophilia in demonic parental sexual abuse. The word of God says not to provoke your children into anger. 

Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger by the way you treat them. Rather, bring them up with the discipline and instruction that comes from the Lord. – Ephesians 6:4

So parents should not sexually desire their children, that is blasphemy and an abomination. What I have also seen is that people blame demons for a parent molesting their child and tell the child that they can’t be angry at the parent because they were possessed. That is witchcraft. The Bible says rebellion is the sin of witchcraft. 

Rebellion is as sinful as witchcraft, and stubbornness as bad as worshiping idols. So because you have rejected the command of the LORD, he has rejected you as king.” – 1 Samuel 15:23 

Basically 

The orphan spirit has to be broken off of many people from the older generation until now. Because this spirit is causing people who have been hurt and abused by people to turn to void fillers that are detrimental to the mental psyche. 

I pray that you be set free and healed from everything that makes you feel like an orphan in Jesus Name. 

Apostle Diamond Chessier 

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The Jesus Letter

The Jesus Letter, 

Well hello everyone and welcome to the wonderful month of February. Time is going by so much. Sometimes I feel like social media is a time thief. But that is what I wanted to talk to you about today… Is social media stealing your joy? Social media can be a tool of devastation sometimes. There are so many women and so many men who get so much surgery and who only show a portion of who they really are. People have a habit of only showing the good when their life is totally contrary to what they post online. So this month I want to remind everyone that your life is God’s personal plan for you. You do not have to compare yourself to everyone and everything online. Instead focus on the person that God made you to be and no one else. 

From, 

Apostle Diamond Chessier

Philippians 4:13New International Version

13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

Managing My Regret Of Entering Ministry

Overcoming Regret 

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Lately 

Lately I have been in deep thought because I will be 30 in 3 years. I have a registered church, books, and a business at the age of 26 (my birthday is in April) but I feel empty. I do not feel fulfilled in ministry. Truth be told I never wanted ministry and as a prophet it has been a lonely and difficult road. It has been difficult to find a spouse that makes me happy (it has not happened), constant rejection and betrayal by almost everyone has almost made me one of the most angry people in the world, and yet my childhood still angered me the most. Lord do not throw being a veteran into the mix because people then like to call the police like I am some threat to society or something for being in the Marines. 

I realize my call is never to fit the crowd. But I wonder how many preachers out there have my same mentality.. How can you find joy in something you truly never wanted to do? If I wanted to be a preacher then maybe I would be happy but I did not. I guess that’s the hard part of the call of a prophet.. Prophet’s tend to endure a season of truly being miserable and without a cause. It is not easy watching all of these wayward preachers listen to secular music and post how perfect their family is while God in my opinion is being overly strict on you. 

I know that I am not the only one. Many days I wished I could go into a different profession and truly do something else because I could care less about people. In my mind I have a daughter, I have other responsibilities and I could care less about the church or other “souls” . I’m a whole mother. 

Sometimes I regret even entering into ministry because it truly was not worth it. I regret going to church because of the persecution that I suffered even from “apostolic” ministries. I regret it.. Yet I cannot take back my success even though I wish I could. But to those pastor’s out there that truly feel like giving up, trust me you are not alone. It is crazy how you open a ministry after God tells you and then these bums have the nerve to attack your every motive and move as if they could handle being in your position. I remember one day some idiot told me that God would give my assignment to someone else lol yeah ok. Be my guest, feel free to walk in my shoes. I would be glad to hand you everything and go back to the way I want to live… but that is neither here nor there. It is very ironic that people attribute to your ministry and then believe that they could do or do it better. How hilarious. Needless to say… to every frustrated pastor out there male and female you are not alone. To every minister in a miserable marriage yet dying on the inside in ministry you are not alone. But especially to everyone prophet who feels bitter and angry you are not alone. Being a prophet and watching everyone prosper while you’re being “obedient” has got to be one of the top 10 worst things on this earth.. I’m not even lying. But I want you to know that your emotions and how you feel are normal.. 

Apostle Diamond Chessier 

Happy New Year From Apostle Sandre’a!

Happy New Year  

Wow, welcome to 2023! God is so faithful; I feel like so much has happened and yet the Lord has kept us through it all! This is a year after praying God told me to tell his people to be happy no matter what! Be happy, love and enjoy your life! Find contentment in all seasons and remember that you can do all things through Christ that gives you strength … amen? Amen.  

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